Tiring Weekend~~

15th of October 2008
Wednesday
10:25 am

Assalamualaikum…

Hoho…ops i did it again!!hehe…
I’m doing da same thing with this blog. Actually i got a lot to say but i dont know how to express it in words or by typing. Because it was a lot!!!I dun think i can say it all out loud by typing it.
I used to do well in expressing ma mind in words, but now…i don’t know.It’s been a long time maybe.
Or it just it. Whenever i got something say, i didn’t have time to write it. So the feeling of expressing it had gone when i got time to write. Owh i miss my writing day. Writing short stories and poems.
Thought of continuing it after industrial training, hope i’ll have time for it.
Hehe. I had changed my spectacle(at last!!!as i kept saying wanna change to new last since last month).

Since last week my mission of starting final report and presentation has not completed until now.
Why?
Hurm, i kept asking myself that(actually i knew why, i just ignoring that fact why i still didn’t start the them). This semester, my routine of watching dramas, reality shows (all in korean n taiwanese) still
hadn’t gone. Well, its not too addicted like last sem but it seems like my time is packed with other things that i, myself didn’t realize what i have done in those wasting times.
The system i’ve been working on?
Still had not finished. Well the first part kind of finished but still have a lots to be added and changed.
Actually i’ve been worried like crazy about the presentation as i thought that i didnt do much in the system. I had finished a module – Project Management ( a simple one..not dat simple actually), but i felt like it wasnt enough. Too little things too present. My other friends kept telling me that i had done much, but that doesn’t make butterflies in my stomach go away. As long as i had still kind of feeling, i seemed can’t start the planning for presentation or report.
Can someone help me get rid of this feeling?Help!Help!
Hoho, nurule aiman not is korean song’s fanatic!!!
All the songs in my phone and my winamp playlist are full with korean songs.hehe.
This my favourite songs right now.
Minwoo – Dont Trust Men (hehe…what a title huh?)

http://www.4shared.com/file/66618660/881f87be/Lee_Minwoo_-_Dont_Trust_Men__feat_BigTone_.html?s=1

I also crazy about korean variety show “We Got Married”. Right now already episode 29. I slept at 4.30am last night to watch it on youtube.huhu… (i still felt sad that Andy & Solbi had left the show, but the new couples seems to be interesting too).

To know about this show. Click below:
We Got Married—Crunchyroll Site

To watch the episodes–on youtube

3 days ago, on weekend, ella n mar invite us to their “Rumah Terbuka”…
So i did went(actually,i kind of broke dis month, so i went dere for lunch…save money..ngeee).
It’s been a long time CSOM’s gather around. Owh i miss that old days.(not too old k, im still young..huhu).
On Sunday, K come to KL, so we all hangout together to see movies and others.

Hope by the end of this week, i will knew what to do with my presentation and reports. Hopefully. Insyaallah.

Ain alyaa..miss u!!

Getting Started!!

I’ve alridi bumped into so many blogging site, kept thinkin of getting one, only now i get to make it done.

My second blog actually as i already had one in friendster. I dont know if dat one it counted as my blog.

Hurm, im in industrial traning now (a.k.a Industrial Training) or other word practical training… (using other words to make sounds cool..hehe). Starting this week i’ll be more busy than ever as i need to make 2 last and most important things in my current study—Final Report and Presentation for my 6 month industrial training.

Hope i can do it well. Insyaallah!!

I’ve beem thinking a lot. Trying to let go of the past. Sometimes i think i already let it go. Maybe i did. Maybe im not. Maybe i did let go, but i did not forget. That’s make me hurt whenever it come accross my mind. Could not help it. It just happened. Well, maybe i really need to let go and forget. Once for all.

I did make the first start though. Yesterday. It doesnt seem to go smoothly. I dont now what to say, but i forcing myself not to start a fight. Be nice. Dont be sascarstic. Be yourself. I did it! But that for yesterday. Hope the next time i will make it better, not worsen it. Hope so.

I am getting nervous for the presentation (i dont know what to present, how to express all the works i done for da past 6 months in a power point slides). Trying to gather all the confidence i used to have before.

To my family, pupe, itik n aja:
u guys give me strength n confidence (all it doesnt seem like it as u guys kept condem n teasin me)..
luv u guys..thx for being there..
syg mak,abah,dyah,fdas,mayah,tqah,ain,amin…